.why.

do i feel sucky again..

:)

it aint over yet.. my hangover, over relationship..

hmm.. :)

imisschu..

.new.

Chinese new yr is around the corner..

but same as last yr, lack of cash to shop for more stuffs despite seeing lotsa nice stuffs.. :( fml..

salary increased = more commitment..

new car coming soon..

dont know when~ :D at least one of my new yr reso gonna be completed..

actually its the reso since like 4 yrs ago.. lols..

another reso... vacuum cleaner.. -.- dun laugh.. i know someone is laughing.. :)

misschu~

always do.. :)

.monday.

Monday blue..

damn blue n down..

haihss..

for some reason.. i was rather sad this morning.. :) but no worries le.. i will get better..

time to go for x ray again.. knn i wanna quit basketball edi.. >.<

<3 wyman..

p/s : imisschu.. silly dear.. :)

.:).

baby dear...

promise u will take good care of yourself k? dun always clumsy clumsy lo.. always forget about things one :) mwaaa..

i love you baby dear..

.bye.

i no longer no my way..

i dunno what's right.. what's wrong..

all i know is.. i am lost.. :)

am i doing the right thing??

i think i shall just disappear..

take care k dear? tired tired den sleep early lo k? drink more water ar.. and ur feet if pain den gotta soak feet feet one k? mwaaaaa.. i love you.. :)

eat better food.. dun worry about money :) drink more juice.. and dun always so mang mang edi na k?

bye bye lo. loves.

hard times are always there,
but my heart is still yours,
i cant change the fact that,
all i think, talk, and love,
is you..
would you see me again?
would you love me again?
would you even care about me again?
would u?
:)

.simple.

it's friday already :)

enjoy ur weekends ppl..

and to those that need to work on weekends, expecially you, do take care and sleep early ya? :)

the day passed quite fast today..

maybe coz i have loads of work to do..

but it was a stressful and dulan-ful day..

sighs..

nobody to talk to..

oh wells.. :)

keep it simple then.. i know i have chance again :)

as simple as that,

i miss you dear.. :)

.blue.

yeaa... everyday seems to be quite blue and dull.. :)

days without u.. still counting on..

i miss you.. <3...

it has been a week.. i think it is going to be a long day today.. sighss..

have fun working dear.. :) wait for my new car ya... den i can fetch u back from work.. if you allow.. me to.. ~

take care <3..

i will miss you..

.Piranha!.

i dont know why i put that title.. -.-

maybe i just heard it from my colleague..

it was a busy morning..

til i didnt have the time to update my lil journey :)

well.. things are still the same.. pretty much the same.. just that i think i am handing it better den last time.. work out + clean my room (havent started) + etc etc.

nevertheless, i hate the moments when i am on the bed, trying to get some sleep... images started to flood in :) bittersweet memories.. i miss you silly..

seriously dearly and sincerely missing you :)

.smile.

it's so funny that, eventho i tried to put on smiles and be cheerful, but colleagues will still be able to notice that i am kinda down :)

and just moments ago, a colleague of mine, a mother of 3, gave me her thoughts and advices :)

thanks Jo,

but i have my own ways in thinking and sticking myself tru all these :)

altho i might fail in the future, but.. at least this is what i want :)

thanks everyone..

and yes, my weight has gone down... Yesssssssssssss!!!!

k bye bye.. off to home..

:) loves.. someone that might not even notice my presence at thsi moment..

.dream big.

morningggg! :)

i think i saw you in my dream.

can i dream again?

coz i want to see you :)

imissyou and iloveyou <3

.emo.

cant believe that i have been surviving so many days without your texts and your voices.

how r u dear?? :)

i miss you.. badly..

.memories.

i smiled. :)

talking to ppl about your sillyness and your face expression when dear unwrapped the presents, and found out it's only a poloroid film..

and later found out got 2 more presents for you :)

i love you.

.going strong.

thank you for the saturday :)

you made my day :)

i never tot you would follow me to Genting =)

i'm so so so sorry if i have been annoying you dear~

but i decided not to forget about you, instead,keeping you close by my heart..

and screen tru your random videos n pics every nights, to remind me of the sweetest memories i have ever had in my life, and also motivate me to go on :)

dear.. hope you will keep our sweet memories in you.. and think about it once in a while :)

maybe one day you will realize there's something special in us :)

i wont give up..

i love you baby girl~

<3

keepgoing, nevergiveup :) i know what's best for me.. :')

.sorry.

Sorry..

i dont knwo how to control myself..

from thinking about u all the time..

text u whenever i am down..

but i know it sorta made u stress..

i will try not to text you already..

must take care one k dear??

see you when i see you..

and i will miss u alot as i have always been :)

i love you silly..

i dont know where to start the story of us.

because i know i have been happy that i have found you..

hopefully, i still can get the chance.. :) maybe not now.. future perhaps?

i might be stupid to say i wanna wait.. but i cant stop myself from loving n falling for you..

as well as wanting to wait for someone that i have been loving so much =)

and the objective now is.. change n be a better man..

i dowan to forget about you. Because i simply cant.

i cant forget you, because i dont know how. :)

i miss you.

.so...

Day 2..

i still feel the feeling of lost.

it kicks in once in a while.. and everytime it feels like shyt..

but i will be fine :)

maybe i just love you alot :)

and i never realised how much i have fallen for you :)

cheers.

nobody says it's easy, and all i am gonna is.. wait for you? :)

forgive me if i decided not to let u go easily..

forgive me for holding u in my heart..

forgive me for whatever fault that i have committed..

forgive me :)

cause i am gonna be better next time..

.bye love.

Blog seems to be my only place that i can rant and tell out my feelings.. :)

thank u blog..

so it has been an official.

:)

hope everything goes well at both of our ends :)

i hate to say this. but i love you and i will be missing you :)

i am really lost..

i dont know what to do..

someone save me or kill me please..

dear.. i dont know about how you think.. :) but i am happy being with you.. stop saying i am not happy yaa? mwaaa.. i love you and i want you to be happy.. promise? :)

dun be so mean to me la.. :(

and i devote all my time for you only bie.. has always been like that... coz i dowan anybody else to be in my <3, nobody except you. :)

God save me please.. save us..