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i dont know what to do already.

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baby...

i will be out of town for few days at the end of this week lorr...

i know baby will be able to take care of yourself..

but i still miss taking care of you~ mwaaa..

i love you baby girl~

<3 all the way from the boring office~ :D

.i miss.

i miss you flipping your hair..

i miss you the moment you hop in the car and hellooo at me..

i miss you making weird face expressions when you take in pure shots..

i miss you hopping around, skipping around..

i miss you doing all those silly things..

i miss you hugging me tightly..

i miss you smiling at me when you see something that you wish to buy.. (highly not encouraged)

i miss you checking yourself in front of the mirrors, whenever you have the chance to..

i miss you hugging all the clothes and bags that you like and making the orgasm noise..

i miss you doing the i-dont-care-how-you-look-at-me, i-still-gonna-eat-it-anyway look. :)

i miss you doing the slurrpp tounge action when you see nice food..

i miss hearing your cute voice..

i miss seeing your name across the phone..

i miss you trying hard to hint me when you see clothes/bags/accessories/anything that you like..

i miss seeing you eating..

i miss feeling you in my arms..

i miss you kicking me off my bed, coz i was trying hard to tickle you..

i miss you when you were having hard time choosing food..

i miss hearing you saying u miss me too..

i miss you running towards me and give me a tight hug..

i miss you trying so hard to kick me..

i miss seeing you doing the awkward look when the lift suddenly opened, and the ppl in there, saw us hugging and do swing swing~

i miss hearing you lecturing me when i hurt myself or i fell sick..

i miss seeing u munch of food happily and doing the funny look..

i miss everything about you..

i miss you silly..

i dont know why.. i just do.. :)

.back in action.

helloo..

i dont know wat's getting into my mind.. :) but i know everything is going to be hard but i still wanna take on the chance.

i sincerely believe that everything is gonna be alright. Dear, you wish that too right?? work along with me.. dun so mang mang edi laa k? :) i know i always annoy you.. and half of the time, i didn't even know i was doing that.. i am sorry. i will watch what i say and do. :) i dowan to be an annoying shiat to u biee..

i am sorry i went to find you yesterday. :) i just wanted to make sure you stay healthy.. i am sorry bie.. will try to reduce all these bullshits edi k? mwaaa..

hearing you being so cold to me, really kills~ but i know all these are just a period of time.. we will get tru it bie..

because i want it to :) and i am happy being with you dear~ please dont say i am not happy k? :)

and your smiles are what i crave for. i miss you smiling at me..

i miss your sweet looks.. i miss you doing silly moves.. i miss you manja-ing at me.. i miss hugging your back.. i miss watching you from the back.. i miss watching you hopping around.. i miss you making noises like herghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i miss everything of you dear.. :)

i wish everything will be fine..

i am slow i am boring.. but i just wanna baby to know that, baby can have fun even when baby's with me .. :) i will try to make changes..

Changes :)

here i come.

.emo me.

i am sorry dear..

i couldn't resist myself not to text you..

i really miss you..

will you come back to me? :(

it's only 2 days but it feels ages since you are away.

every night, the thoughts and images of you kept flooding my mine..

i dropped tears watching our vids and pics.

i really miss you dear.

i would give up anything in the world just to have you back.

i am waiting.. :) still waiting and will be waiting..

dun cry ohhh dear~ not pretty one le.. :)

Day 2.

i managed to catch some sleep :)

weeping on my bed, thinking about the times we used to spend with each other.

i know i havent been spending enough time with you dear. if only i have a chance again. :)

i am not a photo kinda person, i dont like to take pics. but with you around, i like to be in the picture with you. i feel different :) and i still keep all our pics.

maybe i will keep them in a place. where ever they are, they remain in my heart, coz i cant possibly be forgetting all the times that we had together.

you will be in my heart too. <3 you dear.

imissyousillydear.

i happy enough to know that you still care for me. =)

.miss.

maybe i have taken you for granted when you were around.

now that you are gone, i miss you like hell.

and i know chances are there for us to get together again.

but not now. :) i know..

time will come.

please dun kill my chances.

.Day 1.

Realising that you have gone from my heart, isn't appealing at all..

it sucks.

i miss you so much.

especially what we have been tru all these while. all the Ups and Downs.

i know i still love you. and when i see the tears rolled down from your face. i know deep down, you still feel the same for me. But i do understand that you want to have a different phase now. and it doesn't involve me being in it.

it sucks.

and now i cant even text or call you. imissyousomuch :(

if only u r reading all these now.

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k i understand now. :)

suddenly all these are meaningless now.

i feel small. i am nothing. at all.

20 months & 16 days

As much as the title could tell, yes i guess everything eventually has to come to an end.

and i chose to do it rather than putting you into the awkward position to struggle and suffer the process of coming out the words to say it to me.

i know how hard it's, coz i am not enjoying every bits of it. :)

20 months and 16 days. and i wished it could get any longer. but i also know that i cant be that selfish anymore, instead of me being happy, while you alone there, being not quite happy :)

sorry if for the past 20 months and 16 days i havent been around u most of the times, i promised but i failed you. I must say that, the moments when you were around, were the best in my life and i will remember it for as long as i can. and i hope you will treasure the times that we had, and keep it into a lil box inside your heart.

Maybe.. just maybe, one day u will open it up again.. and u will see me waiting for you.. i am waiting for you.. :) i will always be waiting..

Must take care of yourself k? dun always silly silly and get into troubles.. i might not be there to solve for you but i am always there to listen out for you.. :)

Chengi Amanda, you remain as the love of my life :) i love you.

i heart you. till the last drop of my tears.







sorry blog, i always neglect u over my gf( all the time ).. and when i am alone, it seems only true that, you are always around to talk to me :)

.19.

from the bottom of my heart...

Happy 19th months anniversary baby girl :)

i know it may not means anything much, but to me, it's a remarkable milestone for us...

and i know maybe the "time" would be edging towards us..

but i will do my part to keep the "time" away from us for as long as i can...

i love you baby girl...

i really do..

i may not have shown it out, or like what baby has always said, i always keep things within me, coz i didnt wan baby to worry :) i just want baby to be happy...

and i hope baby will :)

p/s: i love you baby.. and i hope the time wont be here so soon..
pp/s: i hope i can have more time...

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Omggg Wyman Lee!

quit being a slack.. >.<

where are the magic vids... >.<

chill larrr~

.Club Cant Handle us.

literally.. coz the music sucks~ >.<>.<

nevertheless, a nice experience.. :D i moved i moved~ wat the hell.. -.-

i sorta enjoy more being in the hotel room with baby, pure shot-ing the vodka like nobody's business and baby rolled off the bed, coz she was too tipsy.. hahahaha.. so silly..

Earlier, i met up with baby at the One Utama for lil shopping for food and shot glasses (yes we planned to get a few for our own drinking session purposes) b4 heading to KL to check in hotel..

Everything went well according as planned, just one thing which was Fished up... we actually wanted to stay in Concorde Hotel, which looks more modernized, but according to the google map, it is supposed to be further... mana tauuuuu.. .it's just next to the hotel that we are gonna check in.. -.- double wtfbbq plus 2 triple chess burger.. -.- randommmm~

dined at the KLCC, and we walked past a movie cast team nearby, it reminded me of the ribena advertisement.. -.-

filming of indian movies, ~ dunno if that gotten baby into the mood to shake shake her bum~ ahahaha..

napped in the room while waiting for baby to get ready (tired la dorhhh)

and headed to the club, Zouk at around 10 plus.. super early.. LOL..

my baby! nice nice marrr the combination of clothes hehehe.. dun understand why ppl said not niceeee.. dun care about them k baby girl? :D mwaaaa...


and the crowd goes wildddddddddddddd... including Freda looking like a vampire~ must be the liquor... XD

and the hunks~ i am in there.. :D From left to right, Jason (wat's with ur face), Ernest Lee (nice to meet you), Moon (half moon, coz only half of ur face, nice to meet u too Mrs. Ernest), Meee!, Aaron, and Daniel...

caught in action.. :D i am always with cool look.. dunno why~ ahahaha..

the birthday gal~ with my baby, showing anger towards the camula~

sorry bie.. i am drinking without u being there... :D

okkk here comes the ko part... that guy is Shan's brother.. Jonathan if i am not wrong... and he is still fineeeee until 1 am like that... he was disappeared... and he returned to our seats...

a bit KO.. and shan decided to take a family shot~ just that without his knowledge.. :D

and there he went, K.O. at the side there... and i remember everyone went there to take pics with him~ Dude.. u r like the hot spot to take pic with at the club.. XD


K.O cases number 2... dun have her CMI pics tho... u r lucky Ash~ ahahahaha

a group pic of those never KO... more like the group that still crave for more liquor... i mean it... MOREEEEEE...

but the night ended... with the hope of getting more liquor, diminished~

ish...

and random pic taken by dunno whom~ ahahaha..

oh wells.. a fun night i would say :)

next time go again k bie.. we stay over again.. hahaha..

mwaaa.. i love you baby..

p/s: blogging at work is friggin dangerous, but i like the feeling~ woooohoooooooooo!

.dead.

yeaaa my blog is dead... i know...

i just dun seem to have anymore motivations to blog.. maybe i am just too tired.. :\ sorry biee..

i will still try to keep it alive..try my best :) mwaaaa..

and last Friday, crazy crazy friday as me and baby checked in Renaissance for a stay, and at night headed to Zouk for Shan's celebration..

alot of juicy things happened. *wink wink*

next post with pics yaaa.. :D

nevertheless, it was a fun night, with baby there.. altho the music kinda suck... buttttt....

i am officially.. no longer a....
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CLUBBING VIRGIN!!!!!

oh well.. indirectly or directly.. watever... -.-

baby quoted.. :"biee.. u actually moved... "

@$#&$*$^$#%@#@%^(^(

hehehehe...

bie i am sorry for not keeping the blog alive.. :(

.500.

Happy 500th days anniversaries baby!

:D

a remarkable milestone for me and baby on the 3rd of Aug 2010..

An official 500 days of summer as of our version...

and it comes with lil surprise, with some plannings...

but baby is sick sick... :( nevermind le.. at least my baby teared teared.. baby happy and cried while hugging me when i appeared at baby's house doorsteps.. hehehe

mwaaaaa... i love you bie bie!

so now, we will celebrate 514 days! and 710 days! hehehehe.. coz it's our birthday... mwaaaaaaaaa...

get well soon k bie bie.. :( waiting for baby to get well and hug hug ohhhh... hehe

i love you baby girl..

.My Birthday

Yes it has been a month and i am now updating a long awaited (maybe not) post.. sorry for the delay coz i was too busy.. T.T

Yes i am officially 24 and i am proud being 24... -.- although i have been saying myself as being 18 years old.. but hey, heart stays young! and that's the most important thing to keep one person being cheerful and avoid becoming an annoying one.. :D

and so.. the great day kicked start with a meet up with baby at the station, and she wore the dress that we went out on our first official date 16 months ago :D i miss u baby girl...

and so.. we did a bit of outing since we can only get the car by evening..

so it was KL road trip again.. with KL hop on Hop off... I think we are like the Malaysians that have been on it the most! remarkable huh?? hehehe

got on the Hop on and Off from KLCC, as usual, we ran n chased after the bus, while baby was happily walking and taking pictures.. >.< she's my lazy bum~

i look so fugly here... it's alright.. i think baby looks cutee here.. :D

mwaaaa..

First stop! supposedly is the bird park, coz *cough cough* i havent been there for ages already, just thought it would be funny to visit there once more...

but we ended up at the Lot1o's foodcourt :D

i tell you the food there, is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... seriously, with the exaggeration of many many e's.. -.-

the beef noodle, managed to tempt my baby to order the 2nd bowl, only the beef... biee let's go there again.. hehehe..

but i know baby went there with your family edi.. :(

oh wells... and the journey doesn't stop with a filled tummy... next stop... -.- damn wtf.. .

Istana Negara.. -.-

baby insisted on going there one... oh wells.. pergi sajalahhhhhhhh~ ahahahaha

the ever macho fella on the horse~ why so serioussssss...

the horse seems a bit nervous tho.. but kinda cutee.. :D

the cmi fella with the ever serious face... i can imagine him being the typical one to do.. "tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" clown acts when after work... stress stress relieve stress maaa..

you stand alone in the crowd,
i know you have my attention,
because you are not like the rest,
you show me the world,
you show me the colours,
and you show me love,
i <3>

behold... the flower that i plucked from somewhere... shhh dun tell any one... i took it for my baby.. :D
with the fish eye effect of my camera.. :D

i kinda loikeee my camera now.. coz it has the HD video functions.. :D

soon i ma gonna upload my magic vids... watch out k?! :D

back to the journey...

and the journey to the east continues..

with us fooling around with the instructional videos and devices on the bus... from Spanish to France, to potong stim punya italian~ and also chinese.. >.< we tried almost all languages.. hahaha..

thank you baby! for your cute presents :D i am wearing the belt everyday and i have the rock candy with me in office! :D

funny incident; @ my rock candy

baby :"baby like it or notttt... "
me : "hehehe.. yeaaaa... *awkward* hmm.. when did baby buy it one... "
baby :"yesterday nohhhh.. like it or not... *smiles*"
me :"i likeeee.. but.. why here written 10 June 2010 oneee? "
baby : "your birthday nahhhh..."
me :"*awkward smile and blink eyes*"
baby :"*puzzled*.. Oh Shiatssss!!! "

yeaa.. my birthday is on 10 July 2010... >.<

so cute lo baby.. hehehe.. thank you baby! the rock candies taste niceeeeeeeeeee.. hehehe.. mwaaaa..


the place that baby wishes to be there to snap snap snap pics.. :D we will visit there.... one day... with our chunted cameras...

baby with Ang Mos.....


the road was damn empty... the failed picture when we were blowing bubbles... couldnt capture any... T.T

and we reached back where we started, KLCC..

it caught our attention right when we stepped out from the bus.. and we begun taking the pics of it like mad...
aint it pretty :) just like my baby.. :D

my baby's camera can take a better shot of it.. hehehe..

spot my baby.. :D the pretty one.. hehehehe

i think it was taken by my baby... bokeh.... hehehe

and the night ended with 30 mins trapped in the lrt, freezing our arses off >.<

and we went to the Korean BBQ at One U for the dinner, which ended up we both having bloated tummy for the rest of the week >.< i dowan buffet already....

I am sorry for the lack of update...

it was really hectic.. hopefully i still can cope up with the time.. :)

so... i am officially 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like 6 years ago... -.-

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shut up...

p/s : baby, dont give up on blogging please, baby has the talents to blog :)
i love you silly baby girl.. :*

.16.

Helloooo everyone..

I know i have neglected the blog.. but i promise you an update on my birthday yaaa.. i doubt anyone concerns about that... booooooooo~

Anyways...

This is just an update, a shoutout to my dearest silly baby girl, who is watching Gossip girl right now, acting bithcy doing the "snap finger" move in front of the TV set,

I love you baby!

i know time flies, but i never know it flies so fast, especially when i am around you..

i never realise how happy i am until when baby is not around me..

i will miss baby and laughter and sayang are what i miss the most from you..

when i see you, i just feel like giving u a tight hugs, didnt wanna let go..

coz i scared, when i let go, i dont know when only i get to see baby again..

I am sorry baby, that i have neglected the time to spend with baby ever since i started working..

but i never neglect my love for you..

i still search within myself, to find ways to get back to baby..

and most importantly, i still remember the day of the months..

the important one as it sets a new beginning of our life..

thank you baby for giving me everything..

you are never out of my picture, cause baby you are in my heart..

Happy 16 months anniversaries baby! and keep it counting... =D

i love you baby girl..

p/s : 16 months is not 1 yr n 6 months >.<
pp/s: so silly la you bieee... :D
ppp/s : stay silly, coz i loveeee baby being silly.. hehehehe

.Bangga.

wahahahahhaha..

i think i can be pro in something edi..

if anyone has problems with setting up blog..

do let me know..

i will entertain you if i know the solutions..

else... eat urself la..

.dumb.

screw me...

i did something on my blog..

n walahh..

everything is gone..

FML to the maxima!

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The Blog is currently undergoing tru some

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.Sickies.

it's bad enough for me to get sick,

now my baby gets sick also.. :(

get well fast k baby... i am sorry...

we are sick couple.. >.<

.awesomeeeee.

yeaaa it's awesomeee alright... what a way to kick off the post with the vulgar language... that 2 words are playing tru my mind over and over again on the Friday.. will get to it later..

Anyways ^^ 14 of May 2010, is my baby's 19th bithday! i took a half day leave to teman bie bie for her birthday.. so baby waited for me at the KLCC while waiting for me to rush my work to get it all done for the presentation on next week's Tuesday.

Sorry baby, let you waited so long.. :(

the birthday girl was putting on makeup while i played with baby's ic.. hehehe..

tried out with our Baby Ricoh...
the camera kinda chunted le.. :) butttttttt... watch out at the later parts ya ppl..

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random pic that i found and i kinda like it.. hehehe

So the plan was kinda random, that we decided to hit the road to Genting to get some fresh chill air and to get back to the Sri Petaling @ Mich's place for drinking session.

and we drive tru at MCD to get our lunchie... 6 pieces nuggets = baby's and McChicky =mineee.. :D

the plan was going well..

typical road trip.. with food, music... driving fast and cutting cars... random questions shoot by both of us..
nice weather...

and everything ruined when the car broke down in the middle of the road.. $%#^&$*$#@$@# the timing belt putussss.. and yeaaa.. there was this malay foreman offered for help.. paid quite a big sum of money, but oh wells.. what to do... we were at the place where nobody else to look for help... sighsss.. and there i go.. emo me..

we still made it to the Genting, with the help of the foreman to drop us at the skybus terminal..

it wasn't that chilly cold tho... more like... hawtttt.. >.<

oh wells.. at least we made it to there .. :) caught up with the show.. Ip Man 2 again.. coz we had too much time to spare.. >.<

lil bit of photo to do the talking.. :)

my baby.. the model in the making.. hehehe.. sorry baby.. i was so moody.. :(

and we waited.. and waited...
not forgetting to do wat baby does best... taking pictures!!!
sweet sweet love.. :D Happy 19th years old birthday baby!

and we gotten our car back at around 9pm.. with bad bad smoke odour in the car, and our muffin got eaten! FTL.. bloody cheakskate ppl... tsk tsk tskk.. never eaten guardian muffin b4 ka... tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

anyways... drove our way back with extra cautions.. coz it was dark and the road was curvy.. >.< wonder how my dad can drive down every midnight, and the car doesnt get any scratches... hoiiii i never gotten any scratches on my dad's car okayss... my dad wont let the car get tattoo.. :P

and so we reached michelle's place.. roughly around 10 plus.. and kicked off with beer... ughhh.. i like it when it's chilled.. :) met a number of ppl.. and met with this dude.. Hugo... Debbie... your sejarah... and nobody like history.. XD...

that's my baby's buddy... Shan Shan.. and the middle one would be Hugo.. and the left one.. *cough*Brandon... Shan's punya.. XD..

and that Shan crazy edi... that night kept saying wanna make my baby drunk hahahaha.. and she kept downing the beer with my baby...

on the way to the K.O. Nation...

and off they go...
i would say my baby still can tahan a bit.... but not until the last can... i helped u edi lo bie.. hehehe.. looks like baby gotta practice more er.. hahaha..

and we left the place around 1am, with lotsa lotsa miss calls from baby's parents already..

bye bye shisha.. bye bye music... bye bye beer...

ini lah akibat minum beer cepat cepat... 4 K.O-ed punya ladies... tsk tsk tskk..

and the 2 out of 4, had hangover... as far as i know la... hahahahah... bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... hangover huhhh? hehehehe

and so.. we went back... 1 conscious guy.. with his drunk girlfriend... LOL... very very drunk...

when i was driving.....

red = me, blue = baby

"bie... at the front there.. i turn right or left ar??? "
"turn right... and then left and lef...t..ttt...."
"err.. but then the front there no left one wor... "
"den turn right lo..r...r.rrr...."

-.-

and my baby vomited 3 times, and 3 different places... and one time is at the highway... >.<

reached baby's place and had to call for help from baby's parents... coz.. baby was.... too drunk... and i .. could.... carry... her ... up... .hahahahaha...

oh wells... hangover lo my baby for the next day... mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. .silly baby.. next time dun drink so much edi k? let me drink.. :D


Random things...

when i was in the public toilet.. i saw this dude was like styling his hair.. den i tried to see wat cream he use laaa...

to my astonishment! he used some white cream in the Ladies choice container... -.-

of all the containers that he can use, he must use ladies' choice... chicken chop la the bloody pathetic fella.. hahaha..

oh wells.. that's all folks...

Happy 19th years old birthday oh baby... i have to apologise first if i am showing my stress for the next few months.. :) baby know why one le hor... mwaaaaaaaaa.. sorry oh bie...

hopefully baby did enjoy the birthday... although it was really sucky.. but.. i was there with baby maa. :) thank you for comforting me ohh bieee.. hehehehe.. <3

k folks.. time to ciao...

*rawrrrrr*

p/s : i rawr you!